It Just Isn’t Fair that I’m Sick Part Two

I Want to Know My Future

A Calling I Didn’t Understand

Ten days later she was released from the hospital free from the virus, but chained to a terminal disease of the heart.  Her heart was irreversibly damaged. She would be under continued care by a doctor taking five medications twice a day to keep her from instantly dying from a heart attack.  Now she would have to monitor everywhere she went to protect herself from possibly being infected from a minor cold to a contagious flu that would rob her of her life.


A mind game began to play like a recording in her head making her question God as to why she was given such a hard burden to bare.  She seldom was sick before.  She had done everything that was recommended to lead a healthy lifestyle.  She ate the right foods and went to regular check-ups.  Everything she did to live the right kind of life was thrown away as if burned up in a fire of remembrance of what her life had once been. Now she was chained to continued doctor visits and medication that had side effects that made her dizzy and nauseated and deprived her of her strength.   “It just isn’t fair that I’m sick!”


James 1:12: “Happy is the person who remains faithful under trials, because when he succeeds in passing such a test, he will receive as his reward the life which God has promised to those who love him.”


Dear God, I never expected my life to turn out like this. Please help me to do this even though I feel like it isn’t fair.  I am your child. Save me Jesus!



About Linda Dipman

I am the author of "I Want to Know My Future" and "The Game of Life It's Almost Over". I wrote these books after being persecuted by my church, family and friends. Why do bad things happen to good people? The bad things we go through in life teach us wisdom we would have never learned without going through the test. I care about people and I write for God.Linda C Dipman author of I WANT TO KNOW MY FUTURE presents I WANT TO KNOW MY FUTURE It will put you on the edge of your seat as you read each vivid detail. You will feel terror and experience love like nothing you have ever read before. Find out what happens when God fights for you! 5.0 out of 5 stars a powerful and very much recommended read. Midwest Book Review: I Want to Know My Future With nothing left, not even family, God may be the only thing left. "I Want to Know My Future" is a Christian memoir from Linda Dipman who ponders her rough journey when she was thrown in jail and forgotten by her church and family. When all seemed lost she relates how God was still there for her and she hopes her story will help other readers remember this important fact. "I Want to Know My Future" is a powerful and very much recommended read. The Christian Author Radio Show
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