Virginia Tech, Why God?
By Linda C Dipman
I could feel my Spirit lift, I felt as though I was floating. I looked down at the lifeless shell that was once my body. It
looked empty, meaningless. Just as I began to ponder my death, a light shimmered down towards me. The light was
so blinding that I tried to shield my eyes, but I couldn't.
I trembled from my head down to my feet. A supernatural strength engulfed my body as the sight captured my
heart and opened my mind to victory. Suddenly an overwhelming love sent joy rippling through my soul. The game
of life was over and I had won the ultimate prize. I pondered this illumination.
During my game of life I never gave up, I held tightly to my faith. I refused to do evil, always prayed and held
tightly to verses of love, hope and perseverance during the difficult times of life.
I passed my tests of life on earth and now I was brought before the throne of God to receive my reward. I stood
before Jesus Christ with no fear. Every good thing I accomplished had been written in the book of life. Every sin I
had committed out of foolishness and pride had been erased and pardoned, because of the blood of Christ.
I saw my life appear before my eyes as Jesus lovingly focused His attention on me. It was a flash so powerful that
I gained many great revelations. All the times I thought I missed the Lord. All the times I failed to pass a test came
flooding back to fill me with understanding about how they helped me find my purpose.
Luke 12: 49-53, "I came to set the earth on fire, and how I wish it were already kindled! I have a baptism to
receive, and how distressed I am until it is over! Do you suppose that I came to bring peace to the world? No, not
peace, but division. From now on a family of five will be divided, three against two and two against three. Fathers
will be against their sons, and sons against their fathers; mothers will be against their daughters, and daughters
against their mothers; mothers-in-law will be against their daughters-in-law, and daughters-in-law against their
Every word from the Bible opened up and revealed to me their purpose. I began to understand why God made
me gay during a time when the church preached that it was sin. When my family, children and church
misunderstood my lifestyle, I stopped relying on people and completely dedicated my life to serving God.
My humility, brought on by the persecution I faced, taught me to listen to the voice of God. I understood how the
teachings of Christ changed the Laws of Moses and began to set the world on fire. Fire that made families and
nations fight against each other so that goodness could be revealed.
These revelations led me down roads I would not have traveled. Roads that led me to fulfill my life purpose. A
voice that would inspire me to look at the world in a brand new way. The Holy Spirit taught me the difference
between right and wrong.
When we look at the world as a game then we begin to see the battle that is fought between good and evil. The
world's current events help us see how the game of life plays out in the world. It shows us how evil fights against
Massacres in schools like Columbine and Virginia Tech plainly show how evil can motivate people to do hideous
crimes. History exposes the evil lives of leaders who gas their own people and evil regimes that enabled a mad man
to annihilate millions of Jews during the Holocaust.
For every evil person who commits horrific crimes against people, many more good people spur stories of truly
inspirational lives. Professors who gave their lives for their students. Students who gave their lives for other
students. People who died, but how they lived their lives, inspired all of us to choose to be better people.
What happens in life is the very reason why we must understand that we are in a great game of life. It is very
easy for us to lose the reason behind why we are born into such a chaotic world. We can get sidetracked by work,
higher education, having the newest electronic gadgets, or just by trying to build a better life for ourselves than our
In order to win the game of life we must understand that we are in a game. We also must understand that in order
to win, we must fight for the side of good which comes in our belief that there is a God.
Isaiah 45:5-7, "I am the Lord; there is no other god. I will give you the strength you need, although you do not
know me. I do this so that everyone from one end of the world to the other may know that I am the Lord and that
there is no other god.
I created both light and darkness; I bring both blessing and disaster. I, the Lord, do all these things."
We must grab a hold of the Spiritual part of life all of the time. Not just when we are personally pulled into a
dramatic life-changing tragedy. We must understand the battles that are occurring between God and Satan. To do
this, we need Jesus to save us and to give us the interpretation of our world through the indwelling of the Holy Spirit.
Job 1: , "When the day came for the heavenly beings to appear before the Lord, Satan was there among them.
The Lord asked him, 'What have you been doing?'
Satan answered, 'I have been walking here and there, roaming the earth.'
'Did you notice my servant Job?' the Lord asked. 'There is no one on earth as faithful and good as he is. He
worships me and is careful not to do anything evil.'
Satan replied, 'Would Job worship you if he got nothing out of it?'"
From that moment Satan was given control over Job's life in order for God to test him. Job lost his children,
wealth and position in society and eventually his health. In his humility, everyone including his wife, tried to get him
to believe that this was a punishment sent by God. Job refused to listen and he continued to hold tightly to his faith.
Even though he was in the most weakened and afflicted condition that no human being could ever overcome.
Job's life teaches all people about the war we face between good and evil. A war where Satan is given the ability
to come in and corrupt the minds of men, if they refuse to give their lives to God and love. These are the people
who choose to hurt others.
This is the reason why Virginia Tech happened. This is why Hitler was able to kill so many helpless Jews. This is
the reason why genocide occurred in Africa and many other countries. Evil people and regimes gave into evil for
power, wealth and influence.
It's time to look at our world as a game. It's time to gain wisdom from the massacres and murders perpetrated on
innocent people. We must choose Jesus as our Savior and allow Him to work in our lives for good.
Exodus 20: 18-20, "When the people heard the thunder and the trumpet blast and saw the lightning and the
smoking mountain, they trembled with fear and stood a long way off. They said to Moses, 'If you speak to us, we will
listen; but we are afraid that if God speaks to us, we will die.'
Moses replied, 'Don't be afraid; God has only come to test you and make you keep on obeying him, so that you
will not sin.'"
When God is head of our lives we go through life and evil can’t pull us in and make us do its will. No matter what
others do to us we never do the same. We look at the evil found in the world and we fight against it because we
understand our game and we decide to fight for God!
I stood before my creator, He smiled and said, "Well done, my good and faithful servant."